updates are few.
but that also means updates meant a lot.
i know i shld be revising for my tests and friends.
but i'm just not in the right state of mind.
silly i was.
though we had broken up more than 1 year ago.
many things still somewhat affect me.
is that so true that broken couple shld and can never be friends again?
i always tot otherwise.
believe that can be friends, who perhaps may understand u more than u understand urself.
that might be true.
but.
it brings along waves of unhappiness.
i duno what holds in the future.
i just wish that we're happy in future.
and i can tell that our paths points to 2 different routes.
not that they will never be the same.
but i'm certain i dun wan them to be the same.
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i have decided, i wont lead a rich or luxurious life.
but a comfortable, stable and meaningful one.
i know i shld jump out of biology field.
but where can i or should i go?
i believe it have what it takes to go to several places.
but i also believe i wont be happy out there.
i choose to be happy. and to be self sufficient.
prollic - Friday, November 2, 2012